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Name: Isai
Location: orange county, United States
Birthday: 2/21/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: well....i love cool things like carboard boxes. umm, i luv brocolli pizza with no cheese. EMO..HARDCORE.INDIE...and counter-strike hell yeah. photography(black and whites baby) umm i really like being on the computer.
Expertise: i am an expert at having girls cheat on me. um and at having my heart broken. i fall in love with girls i shouldn't.
Occupation: Legal
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  FallingForAtrium
Member Since:
12/23/2003
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| <Engel>: Your joy is your sorrow unmasked. When you are truly joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy. When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth
<Engel>: you are weeping for that which has been your delight.
<Engel>: Some of you say, “Joy is greater than sorrow,” and others say, “Nay, sorrow is greater.” But I say unto you, they are inseparable. Together they come, and when one sits alone with you at your board, remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.
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| "i like the way my blood tastes. wont you let me try yours. can you please bleed for me, if its not too much trouble. cuz i would bleed for you if you'd let me. please watch as my heart bleeds." - emo.is.isai | | |
| well the week has gone by ive been in summer school two weeks now. its not too bad. but yeah. i really got to loose hope. hope really kills things for me. when ever i start having hope in things going good. well all i can say is that they dont go good. i mean. i dont know it seemed like things could go good with this girl, but i dont know. for some strange reason she is attached to this HORRIBLE boy friend of hers. that she doesnt even want to be with. so yeah iam giving up. wow dont know how many times ive told myself that. but thats exacty what iam talking about. everytime iam about to give up on liking poeple, thats when it starts seeming that i have a chance at happiness. but all that happens is i get hurt again. so yeah thats where iam i still dont know what to do. i really got to stop thinking it will get better. i really need to give up on liking people. i dont know..........</3<---- story of my life. | | |
| wowowowowow well i dont know what the wows are for but i did start summer school this week its been fun. i met this tight girl who is really nice. so yeah i got to hange out with the kool indie/hardcore/emo kinda kids. so its good. this girl is cool her name is alexia and yeah the firstday she came up to me and started talking to me it was nice. but her boyfriend was getting all jealouse and such. but yeah its been cool i think iam going to ditch a part of my class and hang out with her. that was a good idea she had. she said me and her should ditch class and hang out. i think its great cuz i want to talk to her. we dont really get to talk cuz break is only 5 minutes. and so we really cant strike up a conversation. maybe tomorrow will be differnt.
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| "I FELL IN LOVE AND ALL I GOT WAS PAIN. ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO NOT BE ALONE." - AMERICAN NIGHTMARE | | |
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